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| 06:49am 02/01/2004 |
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NEW LJ: _neverfall
It's actually gonna be friends only this time and I know it'll work out cause pretty much everyone has one now. So yeah... There are some people that are automatically on the list but if you REALLY want to be on the friends list and I don't just piss you off with how much I write, please comment and I will add you. |
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| 09:19pm 01/01/2004 |
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I don't ever want to buy a used car... I mean I know eventually I will because they're cheaper but just think, how many of you have had sex in a car? How many of you WILL probably have sex in a car? Now I doubt you will keep the car for your WHOLE life so you'll end up selling it... I think you get the point. It's like buying a used mattress... |
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| 10:14pm 28/12/2003 |
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mood:  contemplative music: I Need To Be Next To You- Theme Song from "Bounce"
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There are, in my opinion far too many movies and songs about people falling in love, finding that person that they are in love with and that they will remain that way. That doesn't happen. Yes, they try and get more real by adding in fights and such but then they ruin it again because they let them get back together, saying they are both wrong and that everything is alright again. Bull. shit. I have a friend whose parents are "separated". He's living in some hotel or apartment and the whole family has to see the bishop every week for family counseling. He's going back home soon. I just don't understand this. If they need this space now, won't they need it later? What is stopping them from having these same problems later? They are "getting all of the skeletons out of the closet" but there will be more. Why torture yourself and fool yourself believe that it will work out? Movies do this to people. They give hope that everything will work out. That any minute you could meet the person that will sweep you off your feet and you will fall madly, passionately in love and that they will feel the same. It's self torture watching romantic movies. You think, why can't this happen to me? When in truth, it doesn't happen to anyone. It doesn't matter how many times I say this because I will still watch a sappy movie the next day and I will be one of those saps saying "Why can't this happen to me?" So really it's useless but whatever...
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| 01:22am 28/12/2003 |
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Tonight was bizarre.
Anyone know anyone in UT they want to set me up with? I'm bored and Lynsey and I are looking for guys.
I was at the mall and Lynsey's house for the majority of the night. I love Breakfast at Tiffany's.
I'm going to sleep. Love you much. |
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| 12:54pm 26/12/2003 |
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mood:  annoyed
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Alright so I was driving to the mall and suddenly mom calls and says turn around and come back. I ask her what's wrong and she says nothing, just turn around and come back. Obviously my mind jumps to the worst thing imaginable. Danielle is on a plane today and something must have happened because otherwise mom would have told me what's wrong right? I start bawling, just absolutly bawling. I get home and they tell me that the roads were too bad for me to be driving on... Yes I can imagine that right near the biggest city in the state the roads would be absolutely terrible because Salt Lake drivers are the equivilant to Boston drivers but SOUTH of Lehi, the roads are fine, it's barely even snowing anymore and there is practically no traffic. Fucking asshole dad. So yeah... me, on the road thinking that something happened to my best friend... I could barely see a thing and I imagine I was swerving around a bit too. Thank goodness Dad told Mom that I had to come home right then cause otherwise I might not be able to handle driving in the winter weather being able to see and everything. Fucking asshole. |
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| Found this in Cheeta's journal... |
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| 01:19am 24/12/2003 |
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mood:  confused music: Michelle Branch- Desperately
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A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no. She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever. He said no. She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no. She had heard too much. She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said, "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die"
Alright it's this kind of stuff that brings out the girl in me. I want someone to love me like this. I want to fall in love... but then again I don't. I'm bizarre. I'm going to sleep.
"There's something about the way you looked at me
Think for a moment,
That maybe we were meant to be
Living life seperately
Ain't it strange how things change
And I've been wanting you so desperately" |
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| 03:07pm 20/12/2003 |
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I say Jay, Danner, and Amer go on a road trip liiiiike, NOW. :D
What do you guys think? |
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| 11:28pm 19/12/2003 |
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mood: nostalgic
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I miss who I was, I hate who I've become, and I despise who I will be.
*not what any of you think I can guarentee that* |
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| 08:20pm 18/12/2003 |
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A WHOLE ENTRY DEDICATED TO MIKE MAROTTE!!! His new name is cutie pie... If anyone else calls him this, they will pay dearly...
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| I AM SOOO BRINGING BACK THESPARK.COM TESTS! |
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| 09:47pm 16/12/2003 |
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mood:  happy music: Maroon 5- Harder To Breathe
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( TWO QUIZZES!! )
Alright so I'm a bit excited... I actually have plans on Friday... they involve a double date with Lynsey... she's setting me up with this kid with the NICEST brown eyes, they're all puppy dog and stuff, it's SOO cute. He's kinda shy though... dammit I always pick the shy ones. but yeah.... :D
Alright so Kevin totally explained me correct the other day (grammar... I know...). He was explaining to his girlfriend why it looked like I was wearing nothing in the picture he took of me when we were in his hotel when I went up to SLC to visit... this is what he said:
KEVIN: cuz katie was like "y isnt she wearing anything?" and i told her u were wearing a wife beater under ur little sweatshirt thing and she goes " wasnt it snowing there?" and i jus said, "yeah, that's Jordan"
fun fun... alright I'm out... LEAVE ME A COMMENT IF YOU LOVE ME!!! or ya know... even if ya don't... |
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| 04:57pm 14/12/2003 |
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mood:  bored music: Maroon 5- Sunday Mornings
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I saw Josh yesterday. I kissed him, not as much as I would have liked to, but I kissed him. The whole day all we did was sit around his friend Moses' (Mark is his real name I think...) apartment (where Josh is living right now) and watched "Freddy Got Fingered". Then we watched dating shows. It was cool cause we fit together like legos, he was sitting up and I laid across his lap. His hip fit on my stomach without jabbing into me. I was right about who would win on Elimidate. We watched Andromeda because he was too lazy to change the channel, we made fun of them when they kissed and he traced his finger up and down my back. Moses' mom came home and we watched "Bowling For Columbine". We didn't even kiss until we were standing outside by my car, cept for that once on the couch where I kissed his cheek and he said "uh oh", I didn't know what that meant so I didn't do it again. When we were standing by my car I said I didn't want to go home and that I would be lonely for the half hour drive back. He said that it wasn't a question of whether I would be lonely or not but if it was worth it. I told him it was. I asked him if it was worth his loss of sleep, he said it was. I said that we should hang out more often, he said it was up to me. He also said that he wouldn't mind if I came up earlier next time and woke him up. I might see him next Monday. I think I'll go up before he wakes up and just go cuddle or something... I need something like that. Obviously I will talk to him about it the night before cause that would just be creepy to wake up to someone in your bed, haha I remember when I would go to Bean's before she woke up and just stare at her to see if she would wake up... I usually gave up and read a book that was in her bedstand...
By reading this entry don't think I'm all mushy and stuff for Josh... that is definately not the case. He is cute and when I'm with him, he's everything I want a guy to be... I know that's not the way he really is. I know that 5 minutes from then he was probably making out with some girl at the party that he went to. If I really liked him all that much... it would bother me, however... it doesn't.
I had this daydream today that when I saw Tyson I started talking to him about Lynsey and how they weren't together anymore... then I just kissed him. It was weird... but I felt like hot shit cause I wasn't all shy. Congrats if you read this whole thing, I certainly would not have in your position. |
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| 02:22pm 14/12/2003 |
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mood: confused
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Why does one cry this much if there isn't even anything wrong?
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| 10:18pm 09/12/2003 |
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Today I saw someone with the bed of their truck filled with bales of hay... AT SCHOOL. Not too long ago I saw the same phenomenon but this time with cow manure... does this not seem strange/gross to you? Also, I saw a man riding his horse down the road. I used to be excited when I saw a horse, now it doesn't phase me one bit...
I am also annoyed with all the little bastard, tattletales around here. There is this kid named Corey, he is my grandmother's boss' son. He annoys the shit out of me. So he was walking to work a couple days ago and he looked absolutely freezing, so I told him to hop in the car. Now keep in mind that Ivy over reacts and this kid is in the backseat so he can barely see a thing. There's a truck coming like 10 yards away so I turn. Ivy freaks out so the kid freaks out and then they both laugh. This kid then goes to my grandma and tells her that I'm a bad driver and that I almost caused a wreck. Little bastard. I am a great driver., besides... I made him put on his seatbelt even though I would rather getting into an accident and have him fly out the front windshield. I hope he freezes his ass off walking to work every day.
Last thing... I swear. Teachers out here SUCK. My computer teacher is so ridiculously stupid. Today she starts complaining that no one ever gets their work in on time so everyone in the class tells her that she puts the lessons up too fast (all she does is assign stuff and then sits at her desk being a bitch the rest of the time). So I pipe in and say "You do go too fast." The whole class is talking and she picks on me and says "Jordan, you shouldn't be talking, you're always up and visiting people." Yeah... this is true, too bad when I'm visiting people I'm actually HELPING THEM and I get the lessons done a day early. So I told her just that. She says that I shouldn't be complaining then. Too bad I'm on the computer EVERY DAY and I know more about Microsoft Word than she does. I asked her for help one time and she said to me that she didn't know anything about it so I'd just have to figure it out. Bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch. I bet she docks points every time I get out of my seat, which is like literally 20 times a class because everyone starts calling out my name so I can help them. |
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| 03:41pm 09/12/2003 |
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ANYONE HAVE A CODE FOR MY FRIEND?!?!?! |
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| 07:21am 09/12/2003 |
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I feel like shit...
I look semi good today so I will go to school, I will be in a good mood and I will like it.
I found a dollar in my pants today!!!!! (haven't worn them in like forever so WOOT!) Now I have something to give to those sub for Santa people.
I took pictures but ummm I can't find the little cord that connects my camera to my computer so yeah... later, when I get home I will put them up.
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| 06:08pm 06/12/2003 |
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mood: sad music: Maroon 5- She Will Be Loved.
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I have come to the conclusion that I will never be happy here. I hung out with some people last night and no matter how well I get to know any of them they will never be as good as any of my friends back in NH, and no matter how many guys hit on me or how much I like any guy out here he won't ever even begin to compare to Matt. I give up.
I just want to scream at everyone in this house except for mom obviously and tell them I hate it here and I just want to go home.
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| 04:45pm 05/12/2003 |
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My hair "Thank you for this country music award" big. I'd show you but my camera doesn't want to work. I'll post some other time though. :D |
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| 07:01pm 03/12/2003 |
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Update: I have no more cookie dough. The world is coming to an end. |
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| 11:27pm 02/12/2003 |
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I miss being me. |
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